I found that I'm not the offspring of my pa and mom. Although I didn't move out but the real family whom I belong to influence my life so much. They're more severe and tough than my previous family who raise me. And the mindset and value is totally different even upside down from my usual thinking way. Mostly I don't understand what they mean and what they did. It's really frustrating and difficult. I have to obey the rule of them and try hard to survive. Even I'm tired of this trap but I cannot escape from this fate due to my blood evidence. It's complicated since the time is too late and went so fast. To me, the most tough task is to change my mindset to get used of them. I felt helpless and afraid that this sacrifice too much.... It's kind of re-education and I'm really inevitably going to find deffence. A little bit murmur and question..... thanks --

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