作者dosandonts (米粉般的女人)
看板EngTalk
標題[Talk] I feel lonely
時間Tue Jun 9 18:52:39 2015
My friend, Mr. young boy doesn't want me to contact him too frequently.
Even he doesn't want me to contact him anymore.
He said that he hopes that I can live my life better without contacting
him for 365 days.
He needs some space for himself and he doesn't like me to be closer to him.
I have thought about the reason why he would say those hurt words.
It's because I am not charmimg and I don't attract him at all.
It's all about my chrisma which is too little and hardly felt good.
I blame on myself for being so boring and stubborn like shit.
If I am Lin Chi Lin or I am Vivian Hsu, I would be accepted by him for sure.
Nevertheless, I should improve myself to be a popular idol or model with
skinny shape, not the current stature.
How about you if you fall in love with a boy who is younger than you?
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1F：→ richmond1223: does he know you are interested in him? 06/09 23:02
2F：→ dosandonts: Certainly. 06/10 07:14
3F：→ tomorrow123: "there is nothing you can do to make him love you 06/10 12:02
4F：→ tomorrow123: more or love you less." 06/10 12:02
5F：→ tomorrow123: forget about him and find someone else 06/10 12:02
6F：→ dosandonts: how about forget about myself? 06/10 17:40
7F：→ oda2007: I don't think you should blame youself. God! As the 06/18 05:45
8F：→ oda2007: saying goes, "Every dog has his day", I am sure that 06/18 05:46
9F：→ oda2007: you would have your day, found your Mr.Right. 06/18 05:47
10F：→ oda2007: And please, don't blame yourself, because it reminds 06/18 05:48
11F：→ oda2007: me of myself. Well I'm not an optimist actually. 06/18 05:51
12F：→ oda2007: To be honest it's hard for me to behave this way. 06/18 05:51
13F：→ oda2007: In my shorter life-it is likely that I'm younger than 06/18 05:53
14F：→ oda2007: you, lady, I almost lost everything-friends, brief, 06/18 05:54
15F：→ oda2007: let alone my youth...oh, my apologies, I do know my 06/18 05:57
16F：→ oda2007: unfortune won't help you a lot, these're nonsense, 06/18 05:59
17F：→ oda2007: but who knows? Your word did strike me in a ridicious 06/18 06:02
18F：→ oda2007: way, no offence, I never thought words from stranger 06/18 06:06
19F：→ oda2007: would touched me so much, perhaps it's my reflection. 06/18 06:07
20F：→ oda2007: Speaking of love, I fell in love with several girls- 06/18 06:09
21F：→ oda2007: pardon, I'm a male, only one of them who I actually 06/18 06:12
22F：→ oda2007: had spoken, I met her in a volunteer club, she's a 06/18 06:14
23F：→ oda2007: common girl, but I fell, yeah, "fell" in love with 06/18 06:15
24F：→ oda2007: her so quickly, by the way she's older than me. 06/18 06:18
25F：→ oda2007: At first I tried to just be friend with her, but it 06/18 06:19
26F：→ oda2007: was hard to suppress my feelings afterwards, so you 06/18 06:20
27F：→ oda2007: can see, I told her all of this eventually. And...she 06/18 06:21
28F：→ oda2007: rejected me. From that time on, it seems that hope of 06/18 06:23
29F：→ oda2007: get rid myself of single is less from day to day. 06/18 06:25
30F：→ oda2007: In the end I must confess that I made a huge mistake 06/18 06:29
31F：→ oda2007: in my typings, I wish he's your Mr.Right, and again, 06/18 06:30
32F：→ oda2007: may god bless you and your love. 06/18 06:31
33F：→ dosandonts: The Truth is .. If we don't blame ourselves, 06/19 05:38
34F：→ dosandonts: nobody has any faults to be blamed. 06/19 05:38
35F：→ oda2007: Then let it be. Blame is useless of changing almost 06/19 21:23
36F：→ oda2007: anything, but it would bring some relief, though. 06/19 21:24
37F：→ dosandonts: I thought he would be interested in 06/20 08:38
38F：→ dosandonts: making friends with me. 06/20 08:39
39F：→ dosandonts: However things aren't so simple. 06/20 08:39
40F：→ dosandonts: Of which I am sad about myself. 06/20 08:40
41F：→ oda2007: It's hard to keep your love of someone who doesn't. 06/20 19:49
42F：→ digirss: If you don't like yourself then who else can do that 06/25 08:06
43F：→ digirss: ? you need love yourself more. 06/25 08:06
44F：→ sangola: A better way to forget someone is to find another one 07/02 21:52