Today is my elder brother's birthday. He and his family goes to Ilan city for sightseeing and touring. Hopefully he is happy for celebrating his birthday. Happy Birthday! Today I feel exhausted so that my eyes are almost closed. I sense that my time of on duty is longer than ever. The duration might be more than 8 hours I think. Therefore, I feel so tired. Cosmo is in need of money. I am worried about him. Actually his backgraound is much more strong than mine because he was borned the rich family. His father is doing the banking. I have no idea about why he is in need of money urgently. There is another thing that I am worried about. That's my job. I am not clearly understanding why my colleagues don't like my taking effort on work. They often leave me nothing to do. It is the sign that I might be fired after a few days. Sigh... I don't know why people hire me but don't wanna me to do the job? Is there any secret? I come to work with the salary so that I should do the job well, ain't I?? Just don't get it! Why did my boss hire me but don't want me to do the work? Exactly to say, I hate those that bring me here for suffering. I need money for survival but the whole world is against me. Actually the USA electronics company is against me, too. I just don't know why they hire me but don't wanna me to do the job? It's odd because I get the salary therefore I should work, isn't it? I need money to pay my living. I hope to have a family that thoroughly belongs to me. But people here hope me to become a beggar or a streeter. I feel sad. They have the rights to discriminate. --

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