I infect the disease of "schizoprehnia" in Jan, 2006. Just a moment ago, I searched the information about the disease's symptoms. There are delusion, auditory hallucination, and the difference of affections. Actually I have once listen to some noises from my right ear, but vanish very quickly. It is like listening to the radio. There is a voice of sa...sa.... I think that I am insane. To be frankly speaking, I hide the truth of being infected and got the job vacancy in the USA eletronics corp. from June 26 to Aug. 3, 2017. At there, I notice that there is a handsome man called 7 that is the manager of Murata components. During my work period, I have done a lot of wrong doings. I made mistakes to threaten him on the phone call in one evening when I was off-duty. Cosmo also knows that I have such a disease so that he won't consider to marry me in his life time. I watched the info. about the disease and find that my expected lifespan will be shorten 10-25 years. That's to say, I might be dead at my early age. To sum up, I just wanna tell you that I think to leave. Maybe leaving Taiwan, maybe leaving my current company, maybe ...... Right now, Cosmo is in need of money very urgently. I have to earn the money and save for him with tele-transfer. I think that 7 must spend his weekend very happily with his family. He is nothing to do with me. He's not my friend although I really eager to become one of his friends. Ha ha....Sigh... Hopefully I can save more money to tele-transfer to Cosmo. Hopefully 7 is doing well with his family. Hopefully all of you have a nice weekend and happy holiday! Happy the Single Day! Go have dinner in the restaraunt! Go Go! --

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