Good evening! Today I go to see my psychiatrist. My psychiatrist said that 7 in fact doesn't like me. My doctor said that the elite and the common person won't fall in love with me 'cuz I am not that good. 7 belongs to the good social status and he's the elite with gorgeous life. So he won't be interested in me. My doctor thinks that I am sick and I am a liar. Frankly speaking, I think so, too. I think that 7 would refuse me so I give him the gift and I'm waiting for his refusal. I think that he would refuse me at the first time when I give him the cookies. But he didn't refuse me at the beginning. So I keep giving him the cookies. What makes me shocked is that he refuses me in public. At that time, I am really embarrased. I thought that he would refuse me by writing to me a letter or a slip. Or maybe tell me in private. Anyway, the fact is just like the psychiatrist said. 7 indeed in fact and thoroughly would not fall in love with me. It is impossible! I was dreaming. 7 thinks a lot and very much, but sometimes I don't get his points. It might be the gap between him and me. Actually 7 is in the higher level, while I belong to the lower class. I might have to become an OP. Otherwise, there is no jobs for me. In this afternoon, Heidi goes to the Breeze Center to buy the cosmetics. Good! Cosmo doesn't want to talk to me 'cuz I fail to work again! Have a nice "Cross-Year"~~ --

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