作者gigita (chichaito)
看板CCRomance
标题[认真] Scared to death
时间Sun Jul 27 14:09:41 2008
MM told me that he loves me the last time we met.
I didn't know how to respond so I kissed him and hugged him tightly.
(Q1. What are some ways to respond when you don't feel quite there yet
but know for sure that something's happening?)
He didn't push me, thank God.
I'm the one who pushes myself to face the situation.
Do I love him? Maybe I do. Maybe that's why I'm so scared.
My baby's father is my first true love.
The relationship between us lasted for 6 years.
I definitely was in love with him.
Now that I'm out of it, I can see clearly that he was not.
That's one thing I'm worried about.
I don't want my baby to become emotionally attached to someone,
then have to adjust again if we broke up.
Another thing is I can't tell if I'm falling for him or not.
What I had with my ex was very intense and obvious,
so I knew immediately when I asked myself the question for the first time.
It turned out to be a total disappoinment.
I don't want that and know that's not what MM and I are having now.
But what should I expect, since my previous experience only helped a little?
I'm totally clueless.
(Q2. How do you know that you're in love again?)
Silly questions, I know,
Maybe that IS a sign, even an answer.
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