I know it's hard for you at such age to listen to me. You may act rebelliously to show how cool you are. Immature as you are, I don't need to get angry at that. But it's hard for me not to when I am in a very bad mood. Therefore, if I said something hurtful, please don't keep it in mind. It is such a heavy burden for you to carry it. However, your rebellious behavior sometimes went too far, and I don't think you were aware, which means you didn't do it intentionally. I would yell at, I would beg you to stop, or I would smile at the farce you put on. But if it was somewhat under control,it was short-lived. So what should I do? I am neither bad-tempered nor violent. I am not your parent, nor am I your sibling. What right do I have over you? --- none. Now the only thing I am trying to do is to make you care, especially care for me. And the only way to make you care is to care for you first. I am going to treat you as nicely as possible. I will make you feel guilty after you try to disobey, humiliate or infuriate me.I believe no matter how hard your heart is, it's still a heart made of fresh. Only when you give in to my tenderness am I able to benefit you in any way. --

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