last night, i went to the club seeing a girl that i thought i've seen her before, but not when i first saw her as she saw me, the whole things starts to get going i started to pay my attention intended or unconscious, and the strange is that she seemingly sensed the timing i checked upon her, as the result of she looking me back with a seducing-looking expression of eyes, that's definitely unusual even when she was dancing with a guy, and still sometimes you feel sad, depressed, lonely, whatever it is, you may go to clubbing, and there is a moment that you wish you could get laid, but you know that's not going anywhere in the long run after all and as pure as sometimes, mostly, i wish i had my relationship so a purity like the puppy love even if being an adult GET LAID without being annoyed by the relationship you are in maybe just the wrong ones that put you into or HAVEING A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP, beening a normal i'll go for the later but, i dont know, maybe just me thinking most of the people dealing the relationship seems like playing a game JUST LIKE PLAYING A POKER, which i really dont know how to get used to and appreciate it, it's all about manipulation and cunning or maybe i was the one being extreme, or dont want to be socialized --

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