I tried twice already, and now I'm seriously thinking about "quit." Probably I just been too impatient; however, after being nice and patient but received "nothing", I was frustrated and felt insulted. Why don't you just block the only one channel between you and me so that we can say bye-bye asap without any embarrassing and unhapiness.... I'm kinda tired now.... Please don't upset me again cause I'm starting to question myself now...Am I wrong? Did I do something bad to you? Did I being rude....or...just because I'm not outstanding in many ways and you worth someone better? I've been very busy these days and can't stand anymore, soon. "I'm enough of this" not yet to say this so far, but close. People might say it's too early to disappont, so I decide to try it one more time; and if I still could not get what I want, the respect, then I'm done. Look backward isn't my style, and the only one piece of advice to myself will be: be bright, happy, look forward, and patient. Let's wait and see, and I will be the one who laugh in the end, no matter what it will be. --

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