A mirror hanged on the wall in the room dividing the world into two sides. One side is the world we’re living in that everyone has the right to breath for free.The other is the world in the mirror that you need to pay what you breath ... And recently I always have a feeling that I was forced to get stuck in between ... Sometimes I had to hold my breath in the mirror and sometimes I was allowed t o come out of it and breath Everyday is a rudimentary torpemente for me Honestly I really got bored by this situation... I tried to find out who’s the one that got me in But those rats are pretty good at dodging So now I’m trying to save myself And I think I’m trying to do the right thing.... howeverI’m doing the right thing, they always make me feel so wrong... It makes me feel like I’ve been confined in a chamber for so long that I star t to bla me myself for a crime I never commit. And everything start loosing control tha t the boundaries in my heart start fading... Welcome to call me crazy if that’s what you need there’s no way to escape from the labyrinth no matter how hard I tried... I didn’t ask for this.... that’s not my intention in the very beginning... b ut somehow I was selected by someone I don’t know into this situation... There’s no one I can ask for help... Am I destined to this? So many questions, who can offer answer? All the suffering seems lose its meaning... What have I done? What have I done? For some , they call this carma and people who actually commit the crime could walk away and say “problems are not mine...” What a lousy dream... Cheers to life! --

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