I am eating McDonald's. The new special burger is something something fish and pork, the breads are good, but the meat doesn't taste well. I feel depressed recently, in fact this depression has followed me for like one or two whole years. I can still do things, but whenever I fail, it just hits hard. The depression goes deeper. I joined an internet movement group in September. We started in Taiwan, then Japanese, Korean and western members joined us. We interacted with each other everyday. I learnt many new things, it's a whole new experience. It's an international group working together through internet, and there're around 500 active members. One thing we've done is making a twitter trending tag, which needs more than 10000 tweets. Eventually we made it to 100,000 tweets. And by that time, we only had like 150 members in our group. Yet, in my real life, no one talks about this. There's no news about this. I personally thought it's an innovative thing, and according to our members, there's nothing like this international group in the history. It's new. I quitted a few days ago. After I quitted, I went to check ptt.cc and other media sites or SNS. There's no one talking about us. I tried to share this news with one of my professor, who holds a class about NGO. But she didn't even care. Maybe we're just too small. Our time spent, our effort done... they're nothing. Sadness, anger, confusion, depression in my heart currently. Tomorrow I'm going to do a group presentation, then I'll go back to my hometown, Keelung, to do another personnel project assigned by school. It's about making a documentary. I think it'll be fun. --

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