In the past, I was addicted to law. Therefore, I went to study in Law in NTPU. No matter in college or in the graduate school, I was the first 3 nominated book scholarship receiver. However, I was forced to drop out from the school by my father's decision. After 12 years, now it's 2017, approaching 2018. I am not successful in business. I drop out from school but not get success through working in the companies. I feel regretful. People look down upon me because I am the human swine. I am not loved the human beings. All of the inhabitants in Taiwan look down upon me because I am poor. My poverty caused my poverty. It's the vicious circle. Poor-->getting poor-->poorer and poorer I hope that someday I can stand on my own and get a social status of middle class. I don't want to be a poor woman, although I have become such a role like the slumdog. Can I become rich? I think the answer must be "IMPOSSIBLE". Sigh..... people don't force me to live. Just not wanna death 'cause I'm a coward. I miss many people, but they are none of my business. I think that 7 is all correct! He looks down upon me because I am poor. He looks at me to see if I am rich or not? This behavior is thoroughly political correct. I think that 7 is right. If I am poor, I won't raise him for a lifetime. I couldn't afford to buy him all of his needs. That's the reason why he doesn't want to be my friend. I'm too poor to become his friend. Sigh.... Anyway, I should put myself together and try to take efforts on working! Working makes me have stable income! Thank you and good nite! Have a nice weekend! --

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