另一篇，其实差不多，不过这篇采访者有提到Jeremy = Even though Cycle 20 of America’s Next Top Model was billed as a battle of the sexes, Friday night’s grand finale proved to the world that the girls still have what it takes to smize their way to the top. Jourdan Miller, a total America’s sweetheart-type, faced Bronx boy Marvin Cortez in the Final 2 and emerged victorious. Wetpaint Entertainment caught up with Jourdan on the heels of her big win and chatted with her about what being a household name means for her career, her on-screen friendship with Jeremy, and about her evolution throughout this season. Check out the full interview below and then hit the comments and let us know if you’re glad Jourdan won or if you think Marvin should have taken home the title. Wetpaint Entertainment: How hard is it to keep winning a secret for a long time? 要保守自己夺冠这个秘密那麽久是有多难？ Jourdan Miller: It was all just a mindgame, really. People would try to read the emotions on my face. I would just tell them to tune in, that it’s the first season with guys so they could guess what’s going to happen. I seemed not excited about the show when I talked about it, because I knew that if I was excited talking about the show people would think that I won. I would just be really chill and relaxed about it. 真的是一场心理战。真的，人们一直想从我的脸上的表情看出点什麽破绽，我就只是让他 们自己去看电视，因为这是第一次男女混合所以他们都在猜将会发生什麽。当我谈到这个 节目的时候看上去不兴奋，因为我知道如果我说的时候太高兴人们会猜到我赢了。所以我 就一直让自己冷静一点放松一点。 How do you think you progressed throughout the season? Is the girl that emerged victorious different than the girl that walked in? 你怎麽想你整个赛季以来的进步？夺冠的你是不是比之前刚走进来的你不同了很多？ Oh my gosh, yeah! I’ve changed so much. I came into the competition a scared little girl with her tail between her legs and now I’m a new woman. I’m confident, I’m sure of myself, and I know that if I apply myself to whatever it is that I want to do, that I can do it. That was the biggest lesson learned while I was there. 哦，是啊！我改变了很多。刚参赛的时候我就像是一个夹着尾巴的小女孩而现在我已经成 了一个时代新女性了。我自信，我相信自己，我相信只要自己用心於自己想做的事，我就 可以做到任何事。这是我在那里学到的最宝贵的东西。 In the first part of the finale, how difficult was it to stand around watching former contestants not choose to be on your Catwalk Crew? 结局的第一部分，站在那里看到没有选择支持你是有多难受？ I’d have to say that was the toughest moment for me when it came to the competition. That really did not feel good, to keep seeing people come out in blue and pink. 我可以说那是我赛中最困难的时候。光看着大家选择蓝色和粉色的感觉真的很不好受。 But when Chris [Hernandez] chose my team, I was a little annoyed, I have to say, honestly, because I didn’t like him at all during the competition. He really got on my nerves. But after a second to myself to think about the situation I was in, I realized Chris believed in me and he chose my team because he believed in my modeling. He didn’t just choose it because he wanted to come annoy me even more; he honestly did it out of the faith he had in me and he gained so much more respect from me because of that. We do keep in contact nowadays. I’m constantly on Twitter talking to him about what’s next for him. I’m grateful that he decided to, instead of doing what everyone else was doing, he thought, “No, I think Jourdan’s going to win. And whether I’m the only one standing there in orange, I’m going to choose her team.” 但是当Chris选择我的队的时候，老实说我有一点恼怒。因为整个比赛中我都不喜欢他， 他让我变得好紧张。当过一会我静下来想自身的处境，我明白到Chris选择我是因为相信 我的模特能力，他选我并不是想让我抓狂，他全程一直表露出对我的信任这也因此让我变 得很敬重他。我们现在还有联系，我经常在推特上跟他聊他准备下一步怎样。他跟别人不 同，能坚定不移的支持我让我对此很感恩。他是这麽想的“不，我觉得Jourdan会赢，就 算我是那里唯一一个穿橙色衣服的，我还是会选择支持她。” It was a humbling moment for me. I realized I was being a brat. I shouldn’t be ungrateful that someone has decided to come over on my team and support and cheer for me. I think Chris knows that I’m extremely grateful for his support — as well to Mike. I’m sure Mike is very, very happy that he switched and I’m very happy for him for choosing my team and him getting that $1,000 to pay off his bills. 那一瞬间让我学会了谦逊。我明白到自己像是个被宠坏的小孩，我不应该对一个过来支持 我的人丝毫不感激。我想Chris会明白到对他的支持我非常感激——对Mike也是啦。我想 Mike会非常非常高兴自己换队，而我也很开心他选择支持我并且还赢了1000美金。 Before the final runway when they announced that they were cutting one last person, what was your thought process then? 最终走秀之前他们还需要淘汰一个人，当时你怎麽想？ It was hectic, it was hot, it was humid. We were all wondering when we were going on and then, all of a sudden, the fabulous Miss Tyra comes in and says we’re doing panel right now. I was like, oh my gosh, my life is over now. Then, when she called my name, I knew I had a chance and that’s when I really kicked it into gear because I wasn’t competing against Cory anymore, I was competing against Marvin, and I really had to hit it out of the park. 当时的场景很忙，很热，很潮湿。我们都在疑惑接下来什麽时候上场。突然间，Tyra来跟 我们说现在要进行点评。我的天啊，我的小命都快被折腾死了。然後她叫到我名字，我就 知道自己还有机会，真的要开始拼了。因为我的对手不是Cory，是Marvin，我真的要做得 很出色。 When it was between you and Marvin there at the end, did you think he had it in the bag? 当只剩下你跟Marvin的时候，你觉得会是他赢吗？ I had no idea what to expect, but I did have a very strong feeling it was going to be Marvin, just based on the fact that he was a guy and he was still in the competition. I thought they were going to hand it over to him. The fact that I won against Marvin, and it was based solely on modeling, and the fact that I had gotten Best Photo five times in a row, it felt so good and shocking at the same time. I couldn’t even come to reality when I saw my face on that screen. I felt like I was going to melt or something, it was so amazing. I’m shocked, still to this day. It’s a surprise that they didn’t take the easy way out and choose Marvin for ratings — they chose the best winner. 我对将发生的一切都没什麽主意，但我有很强烈的预感会是Marvin，这麽想仅仅是因为他 是唯一的男生而且他还在比赛中。所以我觉得他们会让他赢。我赢了Marvin，纯粹是因为 模特的能力。毕竟我拿了5次FC，感觉是又惊又喜。在萤幕上看到自己的样子感觉很不真 实，觉得自己都要融化了。真的很棒，到了今天我依然很吃惊。很惊讶他们没不走常规选 择Marvin博取收视——他们选了最棒的冠军！ (果然是忠实观众... 但我想选Marvin对收视有反效果吧) You and Jeremy had a great relationship at the beginning of the show, but it went downhill pretty quickly. How do you feel about the way that was portrayed on TV? 你跟Jeremy一开始感情很好，但很快就跌到谷底。电视上播出来的让你怎麽想？ The honest truth about Jeremy is that we were just really good friends and everyone else wanted to push it into something it wasn’t. Jeremy was a very nice and respectful guy that listened to me when I was talking, and that’s why I became friends with him. When it came down to other people seeing us talk, because I did have one-on-one talks with him about life, I think they were all trying to push something that they wanted and it wasn’t fair to me because I had a relationship back home. It was tough having to always have the whole Jeremy thing over my head when he was honestly just a friend. To this day, I don’t keep in contact with Jeremy. Jeremy is a sweetheart, and I think people took advantage of our friendship — especially the other contestants. 我跟Jeremy只是好朋友，其他人把我们想成那些关系，但事实上我们并不是。当我说话的 时候，Jeremy是个会很友善很尊重的倾听的人，这就是我跟他交朋友的原因。其他人看到 我跟他聊天，是因为我在跟他一对一的聊关於人生的话题。我觉得他们想让我们显得是那 种关系，但这样对我很不公平，因为我家里有男朋友了。脑子里总纠结着Jeremy让我很辛 苦，他只是一个朋友。到今天，我没跟Jeremy联系了。Jeremy是个很好的人，我觉得人们 总是再利用我们的关系——尤其是别的选手。 Your backstory this season was your previous — and abusive — marriage. Does winning the competition close the door on that chapter of your life? 你的背景故事是你之前那段受虐的婚姻，赢得比赛等於是结束了你生命中这段回忆吗？ I think that no matter what, that’s going to be a part of me. That relationship is always going to have some weight in my heart, just from the experience. But I do feel now that I have overcome it. I’ve overcome the process of healing and moving on. It took this competition to allow me to grow as a woman, have a backbone, and not let myself get pushed around. 我觉得无论发生什麽，它都会是我生命中的一部分。那段感情作为回忆会一直在我心中占 一席之地。但我觉得现在我已经克服它了。我现在已经战胜了它并重获新生。这个比赛让 我作为一个女人变得更加成熟，让我有了毅力，让我不再受摆布。 What’s next for you down the line both personally and professionally? 你的下一步有什麽打算？ The next big thing would be to move to either Los Angeles or New York. I’m not sure which one yet because I haven’t spoken to the agency yet about what they want from me or where they want to place me. But I’m kind of leaning toward New York because I spent a lot of time in my teen years there, and it’ s calling my name. 最重要的应该就是我会搬去洛杉矶或纽约，我还不太确定，因为我还没跟经纪公司谈好他 们想我去哪里。但我更倾向於纽约，因为青少年的时候我在那里待了好久，那里在呼唤我 。 --

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