can't sleep i guess tonight drugged this afternoon sleep made me sober wondering if later i'll be dreaming about someone or something again i always dream, it becomes a ritual, the subconscious emerge, recently i usaully dream about people, some places reappearing, the blind said i probably think too much, that's why my temples are swollen, i think so, my brain never stop working, even when my eyes are closed, amazing, singing while i'm on my bike is also a daily ritual, it works the same way as my dream, the record in my brain just automatically plays the random tune, mostly am, pw, and some of a.mann or coral (strangely enough, these days I seldom sing noel's tunes! guess i'm waiting for the new ones, come on!) surprised to know benson acutally sang along with me when playing "way back into love", he looked so unvocal, the song works well in class, i was delighted to find, students at the Taiepie school like to play it cool, which makes the conversation difficult to proceed, anyway, it's a breath of some fresh air, to be able to teach in another college, and i like the department assistant, she seems so nice, i bumped into the chair on wednesday, she was surprised i am so young (comparatively I am!) , hope it's a compliment, not a doubt of professional experience, everyone is asleep, i was left alone in the living room, free writing in english is indeed "free", i am so concerned about the language when composing stuff in chinese, old habit die hard, now i guess i'll go to bed and expect the dream tonight, i want to dream about somehting exotic, i saw an exotic movie today but didn't finish it, hopefully i'll continue the screening...japan it is, maybe noel is there already, waiting for me, funny that now when i talk about him or think of him, i really feel like i've known him for ages, another typical fan syndrome, i've always fantasized interviewing noel as a no.1 fan from taiwan, but i guess by then, i'd lost all words and literally become a dummy, ha ha, he is a man of clever words, i can't beat him, enough is enough, looking into tomorrow, i see the daylight... cheers! -- So, here we go A face in the crowd, Jump up and jump down Baby, can you see through me? --Verve, KNOCK ON MY DOOR --

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